Changing for the Better

Katekyo Hitman Reborn...costs 400 yen and 4.81 US$. IT COSTS RM 25-30 HERE IN MALAYSIA! HOW UNFAIR IS THAT! T=T

So, unsurprisingly, I went through a week and more without a post...how pathetic. Mainly it was because of the slow internet company, who we pay every month for good quality WiFi access but instead receive it slow and horrible.

Trying to take a positive outlook at life but it's like I got no motivation to do anything now. My drawings have been decreasing and so have my creativity for writing....SO, I am going to get up early tomorow, cycle around the neighbourhood with some music on...or not since I suck at balancing my handphone's earphones in my pocket since I don't have any of those arm bag thingys...seriously need to get them and a pair of headphones since earphones...they seem to get into accidents, always XD

Hopefully, I'll be able to wake up and cycle without the lazyness factor attacking me.

Well...my week was pretty boring, until Thursday...boy did we have fun there~ It started off slow...I sweat-ed my ass off during Art Class, which is supposed to be called Colouring class since that's what we have to do....colour the copied pieces of the topic that we are in for example contrast or symmetry, because we had it in the NON-AIRCON, NO FAN, NO AIR FLOW part of the Libary since we got in kinda late and everyone had filled the Self Learning room...which is ten times cooler than the other parts of the library.

I, instead of doing my work like I should, decided to think as a 6 year old and just conteng the freakin paper to heaven and did my own work. The Result is this, which took 3 days to complete because I was lazy and I had like a ton of homework...SHINee Graffiti~ Peoplez with DA, comment and fave please! XD

And as I am writing this, the freakin internet's lagging =_=''''

And of course...who could forget the two free periods of Geo we had....the entire class went crazy~

Me, Kohaku-chan ( Wani-chan decided to take up a Japanese Name....which yours truely chose for her) and Usagi-chan were sitting at the back of the class...my place since Kyoko-chan wasn't there because she went home early for Holy Thursday, while trying to decide what to do with the graffiti. Kohaku-chan made a crack story, Dong Cheng and Wei Da had 'fun' * you know that I mean, tee*Yaoi*hee~*, Shaun and the gang climbing up the metal railing on the boys' stairs and just overall madness XDDD

And guess what? Our class, 2 Allamanda, won the School's Most Noisiest Class award! * applause* Isn't that epic? It's like getting an Oscar XD

The weekend was pretty much boring...I skipped school and stayed at home, watching a chinese dub of KHR on 8TV..and I would like to highlight some errors that to me, are very important.

1. Tsuna's name is not Ah Gang. Kyoko * as much as I hate her XD* is not Rinseh or something else, get their names right for once. It was the same thing with Law of Ueki.

2. Say the things with some emotion lah! It's just all flat to me, and the voices don't match the charas, except for Tsuna, Reborn and the girls =_=''' If you want to dub it, dub it properly...that's the main problem with Malaysian voice artists, they do a half assed job, sorry to say. We high school kids ( 13- 14, referring to how much of emotion we put into whatever we talk about, despite cracking up sometimes when we talk about something funny) can do it better than you guys.

3. Hibari's voice...is too creepy for me, because he's Hibari and...I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN =-=

And I have also noticed that I can't recognize my voice pitch...I hear myself speaking low but others say my voice is high...=_=''' Yet another disability for me, hooray. And I am currently trying to lower down my voice but it ain't working XDD

And I lost my favourite 'bento box', which I have had since I was like 8 years old...* bursts out in tears* I forgot about it and I didn't come on Saturday to take it...UWAAAAAAHHHHH! * feeling super depressed right now...*

Amitabh Bacchan writes about 1000 words a day, my dad says, because he has insomnia, which means he can't sleep properly at night or something like that lah. And I count the words on this post to be...a worthy 775 words! Well...I did this on Monday but the internet kept on screwing up and thus you see it on Tuesday

So I bid you fairwell for now, readers~

Your Friend,

Seiichiro Sano

Can I be free?

Yeah, this is me, I haven't died yet, two followers of mine. Gah, I am so sorry!!! I have been neglecting my social life, both on the internet and ( almost non-existent) real life because well...I've been depressed =_=

I've been...not really in a sane state of mind for the week. But I haven't snapped, yet.

Well, here's the dish. I got placed 31st in the class cuz I got like 2 A's but everything else was a B, even my Agama and BM, my worst subjects. So, got home, grabbed report card, gave it to mom for signing and she puts on the whole " YOU got 31st in CLASS?" fiasco like a diva. Lady Gaga could have been beaten by her. And that's just a few days before she literally blew up and sent me in tears for grumbling about something while she was talking to me. AND I was grumbling about something else and she like blabbed her head off that made me teary for the whole day =_=

And then I had to go to this debating thingy as an audience because the teachs have hope on me, I think. I woke up at 5, after sleeping for some 4-5 hours, went to school at 6, waited for the teach for 10 mins, reached the place at 7.45, got back from there at 1.20 and went straight to class. AND WE HAD PE that day...which was for our SEGAK activities. It's kinda like a fitness thingy.

Wanted to skip school the next day....but decided not to and got told off from our great History Teach for tardiness on my History Folio...which I will have to send in on 4th May. HOW GREAT IT THAT? I haven't even done the teach interview and shit like that...but I think I'll manage. I THINK.

My Sano book's finished after 3 and a half months of usage, due to it being only 60 pages thick XD and it contains 34 consecutive drawings, one plot bunny, a one shot and a short story respectively. Yes, this book needs some respect for it has served me well and I decorated it lovingly.

I have since bought a sketch book * with clear pages!!!* along side some awesome books...which are my first bought books for about a year...owo

Erm..gonna end this one here...

Your friend,

Seiichiro Sano

My bruised p--arm? Epicness of Yaoi and Fucks

I fell off my fucking stool when it broke into three quaters. How awesome is that? XDD

How'd it happen, you ask? Well...I was sitting on it while stairing at my eyes at my four feet long mirror, getting an eyelash out of my right eye that fell right into it. So, when I was done with that, I decided to stay on my stool for a little longer while looking at my printed A4 paper posters of Dogs: Bullets and Carnage and Kuroshitsuji because they are right beside my mirror. And then, I head a tiny crack and I fell. Epic, kan?

Okay so today was pretty much as normal as the last one...well except we goofed off more during recess, English and Maths, haha. During BM..I swear, my middle finger was going to fall off if I had to do more of the damnation's notes. You know the bump that we have on our fingers if we write a lot? That went from bump to complete flat after racing against time to finish those things...and then during Sivik, the Headmistress didn't come so we had 35 mins to outselves. So I just happen to be sitting on Grace's seat, you know, the wrong way. The seat and the bag, facing infront and I'm facing behind, talking to Velrooban.

He asked me " If you were a 'pondan' * faggot..sorry...this word is offensive ==''*, which bathroom would you go into?"

" What am I supposed to be wearing?"

" A bikini"

" Then the girls la"

" He got cock ma?"

" Then what, go into the male's and get raped?"

And then a " Woah" erupted in the two front rows

And then Siva says " They can't rape him what...he's got---"

" Got la, his asshole"

Que another 'woah'

So then Grace asked me " What are you doing? Fucking the bag?" and all of us started to laugh because my comeback was " How on earth could I fuck the bag? I don't have the proper organs for the job la!"

And then Velrooban then said " Or maybe, the bag is fucking Sano"

" Where's the part that's doing the fucking?" Grace asked while pulling at the shoulder straps

" It's a GENDERLESS BAG with no ORGANS that can do the FUCKING" I said and the Baka-Itachi and all who could hear said " whoa~" LOL

Now that cracked us up, ROFLMAO XD

And then during Recess, Usagi-chan, Sara and Sharmini went to buy these thirty cents ice cream in a tube...pendek kate, the traditional Malaysian Ice Cream XDD

Sara had sarsi, Sharmini Asam Boi * damn...me likey!* and me and Usagi-chan had lychee. Man, it's good eating those on a cold day after a couple of years living without them o/TL

When I was a primary kid, I used to have these for like almost everyday in the week, in all different flavours~ But when I went to High School...everything like changed! There were no more street vendors except the ice cream men, the Ice Blended Crew, the Chinese lady that sold the drinks and an Indian lady that sells snacks *cough*junkfood*cough* like Mamee and things like that. There were no ladies selling their ice cream in the flimsy plastic covering and with all those delicious flavours * drools* Man, do I miss being a Primary Kid =_='''

So, all of us went into class kinda early because he had class downstairs since we had Oral and Maths. And boy, was it chaotic!

First, I saw *edit* KERAN* EDIT*...well, trying to dry hump a table. I know, it's sounds stupid but it was really funny watching him make the funny moans XDDD

* I knew it was Keran...their names got mixed up XD ROFL*

So I asked him " Are you trying to fuck the damn table?"

" Fucking requires passion. How can I fuck this thing without passion?!"

" Fucking and Lovemaking are two different things la stupid!"

" It's the same thing!"

" Fucking is when you SHOVE that thing inside, no passion, like a freakin quickie!"

And then Usagi-chan went giggling while watching us play-fight XDD

Baka-Itachi and the gang started to drum the tables with their awesome skills! Well, you think it's peasy stuff that's got no quality but these guys got the rythmn to do it and they're pretty creative in how they present their drumming. The girls started to pick it up from them and pratcily all of the goody-two shoes who listen to the teacher didn't do that and focused on the drumming instead, It was hillarious!

So, I was in the third row, with Baka-Itachi and Velrooban infront of me...and they were the EXACT DEFINITION OF A YAOI COUPLE.

Velrooban was all touchy-touchy go-go with Baka-Itachi's butt and chest...and was all out molesting the 5'9 teen XD It was so damn funny to watch and kept on shouting at them " CLOSER YOU GUYS!" " KEEP IT COMMING!" KISS, KISS, KISS!!!!" Man, I had a blast!

And then there was these two parts where Baka-itachi tried to climp on top of Keran while pinning him down...IN THE CLASSIC YAOI POSE. And then there was another one of this with Velrooban... *Ultra High because of the Yaoi*

Wei Da and Dong Cheng had their time toghether too! Wei Da ALMOST...BY A FEW CM OR SO...KISSED Dong Cheng OMO!!!!

You know how the cliche scenes are...the man grabs the chin of the other man and then their mouths close and then...they make out =W=''''* dribbles out yaoi pamphlets on how they DO it*

I WISHED THAT REALLY HAPPENED...but I we can't risk bringing our handphones during normal school hours...so yeah, not going to happen.

And then the teacher went shouting at us...well, them for making loads of noise * we even attracted the attention of the people outside who were doing their club activities* but the gang started to beat the dr--Tables and the rest is history XD

And science was equally chaotic! We had to do the experiment for Peka which involved an eletric beam balance and dissolving 10 grans of salt into water. So, the eletronic beam balance thing's sensative so Wei Da had to take slave off there, making sure there was more or less 10 grams...which was funny since sometimes there were too much and then too little and then tooo much again. And everyone except for Qishen and Marina copied my answers for that last question about the estimation of 150 ml shit. And then, we went back...where I was waiting for a freaking fight tot start..but it seems like it was settled yesterday...the useless fucks.

Why is it when I wanna see a fight, my van auntie comes or the fight is void? I wanna see some real action, that's all...oh well, I'll get my chance, sooner or later

Your friend,

Seiichiro Sano

Work, work and more...work

Well..here are some of the drawings ( graffiti more like it) that I have drawn in March...I haven't really drawn anything impressive yet...it's coming soon!

This AWESOME piece has been lagging for ten days before I did this. Well...I think it's awesome...and most of my peepz think it is so yeah...comments?

SS501 pic for Sam~ I only know one member of it properly, Kim Hyun Joon just because I watched Boys over Flowers XD

Argh...this is, like the 15th time I'm saying it for today but I'll say it again. The life of a High Schooler is TIRING!

Suuure, we get to goof off...but when we have assigments, we have LOADS of them. Like now...I have to complete my PEKA for science and a History Folio. And then we have homework. Well, I have homework because I don't bother to complete it at school when I have free time. Free Time's for drawing and making up stories~

Well...today was fun and suckish...I came later than I wanted to school and was forced to scribble all the uncompleted answers in my History exercise book while Kyoko-chan did the activity book, haha, thanks a lot!

Well, trying to get back at FB, Tumbler and various others...but it aint working out so good cause I'm lazy, lol XDD

Well..here are some of the drawing ( graffiti more like it) that I have drawn in March...I haven't really drawn anything impressive yet...it's coming soon!

Yet again, I'm writing another story that I bet isn't going to be finished. This time, it's a male me ( FULLLY MALE...WITH ALL THEM PARTS XD) and the Japanese dragon god, Ryūjin . The male me * yes, yet another incarnation of me in text...what can I say? I have dreams too* is a normal human who happens to have Tsuyukomi, the moon god, sealed in his body, just waiting to be released, which would actually eat up the 16 year old Sano and completely be Tsuyukomi in the end. So, the question that lies here is that, will Sano be eaten by Tsuyukomi and be lost forever or will Tsuyukomi let the kid live his life?

Ryūjin , however, is Tsuyukomi's lover and seems to care truthfully for both parties, Sano and Tsuyukomi. Although he really wants his Tsu-chan back, he also has feelings for Sano-kun and in turn, Sano does start to have feelings for Ryujin. A celestial love triangle? HECK YEAH! The early part is in my Sano book, not quite done and something that came into my head is in the netbook...so yeah.

Okay, I'll just give you the lowdown on the main charas.

Seiichiro Sano, 16, Brunette, light brown eyes with sky blur circles around the iris, 168cm ( Male): Kidnapped at age 10, lost whole family the same year. Ended up running away from the orphanage that he was in because the kids made fun of the large scar on his chest. Leaves the sleepy town of Rawang and takes a train to Kuala Lumpur and later flies over to Tokyo by usuing his inheritance and some, where he lives a pretty normal life where he stays unnoticed by the whole student body of his school. And develops feelings for Got stabbed and was soon saved by Ryūjin and develops feelings for him later on. He wants to be loved more than anything, besides being able to concentrate on his drawings without being disturbed by the dragon god. is normally the uke because ' Sano-kun's just cute and cuddly!' according to , but...will try seme-ing...later? Is often jealous with Tsuyukomi and Ryūjin because his voice is quite high for a male, even if they're are guys with higher voices that him.

Ryūjin,Early 20-ties ( in appearance), Blond hair that's black at the back, vivid red eyes with dragon-like irises, 186cm: the Japanese dragon god. A long time lover of the moon god, Tsuyukomi and a rather excentric person. Loves to be a tease and die-hard fan of Yu Yu Hakusho. Has feelings for both Sano and Tsuyukomi but he loves them both equally and he cares for them a lot. He likes cooking and is the seme of the group and just loves disturbing the peace of the house by enterupting Sano while the latter is drawing, causing Sano to chase him around the house and playing extremely hard with the baby yokai so much that it tires them out before him ( and those little things have a higher indurance than a very fit human)

Tsuyukomi, Early 20-ties( in appearance), Long jet black hair that reaches the knees, stunning purple eyes that shine in the darkness, 182cm: The Japanese moon god. Ryūjin's first love, the son of the god of gods, Izanagi-no-Mikoto. He was binded to Sano when the latter was ten, resulting with the large scar in the child's chest, because he murdered Uke Mochi, a food god because she had 'delivered the most pleasant of meals in the most discusting way of doing so'. The Moon God has a rather beautiful apperance, resulting in many mistaking him for a woman, even more so when the moonlight shines upon him. He can only be flustered in front of the person he loves...and an Uke. He looks after Sano much like a protective big brother, even though it would mean Sano would 'sleep' while Tsuyukomi takes over his body, which has happen loads of times, only know it's more noticable because Sano's features except his height and face excluding the eyes change.

As I said before, it's still in production and of course, it's a YAOI fanfic with all those YAOI stuff so if you don't like it, turn you head away and make way for those who do.

Well...thats all for tonight..actually, it's 12:46 already here, ahaha! And I have to go to kokurikulum tomorrow...0TL

Your friend,

Seiichiro Sano

I'm not dead, I swear

Like the title above says, I am am not dead * yet* but I was just taking a little break from blogging...skrew that, from the whole internet social world just so I could chillax and read more fics and shit like that...which has starting to become my favourite phrase next to " YAOI PEOPLEZ!"

Ignore all the spelling mistakes here~

So yeah, I ended up filling my two week absence with...

1.DouWata pairing stories from the all great anime XXXHolic...and the steamy ones at that * drools*

2. Goofing off at school and neglecting my school work * Read, I became VERY laid back*

3. Trying to ignore the endless lectures * what I call membebel* that I hear and trying to flood my mind with music to drown it out.

4. Playing ' Mr. Cool and Emotionless' at home. I praticly just go with the flow nowdays...ergh, I will end up in Tanjung Rambutan some time later.

5. Trying to stay fit...by riding around the neighbourhood with my second hand bike which Sara Cortez gave to me, the sweet dame~

6. Running around, trying to me just fucking me.

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Well, to youze out there who do not know, I am a freaking bisexual tomboy * isn't that obvious?* so my love interests include boys and girls. And everything in between. So why can some people, live with it and except it?

I hear that people are talking about me behind my back. I wouldn't really give a damn if it was some kids from high school since kids are like that, kan? But it's the older crowd that does it. The well over 30 crowd.

I mean like come on people? Don't you have some other middle age men to gossip about? Ish, people like this get on my mind because they should be talking about people their age and not someone, a teen like me. I mean, who cares if I jump someone's gate to get a freaking bicycle pump? Sara gave me her fucking permission.

Who cares if I act like a boy? That's the way I am.

Who FUCKING cares if I LOOK like a boy?

Well, you freaking beeyatches, I am like this and even if you try to correct me, I'll just go back to the way I was. So shut the Feck up and leave me along.

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Done with that...let's go on to the events of the two weeks, shall we?

Well, first, my, my bitch brother, my mom, Sara and Sara's mom went out...sending Sara's sis to her boyfriends house.

Her BF is freaking tall and his siblings are freaking tall too. I envy them, a whole freaking lot. So we when into their house and it was awesome~ Not only because the house itself was a cosy one...although they're werent' any stair railings so anyone could fall off anytime...they praticly have a 'recording studio' in their house. Well a place to jam, with the drums and stuff like that...well, you know how I am like when I'm in a house full of people I envy, I resist the urge to go and explore. And also because my mom and bitch brother was there.

BF's mom thought I was a boy when I first came it * FUCK YEA!* but that was with my long, five months due of a haircut hair. I have since but it and it will be discused later on in the post. And Sara told me in the car that they were praticly wondering why I didn't smile once and why I looked so scary. They being BF, BF's little bro and sis, BF's father, Sara, Sara's sis. I really didn't notice, ahaha =_=''' oTL

Well, people tend to say I look scary, ahaha...well, half of my old fringe was covering my forehead so yeah...and then my tendency not to smile...

We then went to One Utama for some steamboat and urgh...shopping with our moms. THey were in East India for quite an amount of time...in which is a BIG waste of time since they didn't even buy anything. And my bro's stupid bitchy-ness started to act up.

I'm having a good time with my first childhood friend ever, who I hardly get to spend time with because of school and you come in there and be a fucking hypocrite. Now, who wouldn't get pissed off with that? Seriously, grow a freakin brain, your 8 years old and you STILL do not know how to take a freakin bath with the door closed and you don't even know how to spell human properly. Just because your a boy, doesn't mean you have to slack off in everything you beeyatch.

And there comes the sulking and there goes my evening. And my mom looks at me with the stupid look of hers. ERGH, JUST GO AWAY, ALL OF YOU.

So, I try and leave it be and take some pics with Sara's Nikon D1300. Man, I need something like that =_='''

Later, I went to a gathering at Mom's with my besties, Usagi-chan, Cristina Sara * notice that there are too many Sara's in the world?* and Emily to greet back fellow Yaoi-tier, Subashini~

Well, she certainly has grown...in height. I seriously don't know why I don't seem to be growing in that area =_=''' I need to jump more and excerise more vigourly instead of my twenty minutes a week, ahaha...Well I go to an afternoon school so it's hard to find time to excerise and the morning sun here burns my skin off unless you want me to get up at the crack of dawn and go out when it's 7 * even then, the sunlight's awesomely powerful, urgh*

So we had a fun time toghether, gooffing off and roaming downtown BCH * well...it's not exactly downtown...but it's near main entrance of BCH so I call it downtown so what?!* and basicly, splurging monay..especially since I spent 20 something there because I had lunch, a drink in the Dolphine Drink Shack and I had to buy some food for meh mom...so yeah.

Well, the rest of the two weeks were spent...like how I am now. The nights leave me in shorts and tees, the days leave me in my crumpled tees and shorts and the afternoons leave me dazed because of school.

Maths today was a riot because no one and I MEAN practicly no one listen to what the teach had to say. Baka-Itachi and the gang were protesting to go to the libary and started to bang the desks to the beat of " Libary!" and the Keran's sick moaning came into the chorus made it memorable. I'm still laughing myself silly because of it because well...put a protest, moans, and Baka-Itachi goofing off in a slight hint of a sexual joke like he always does and you have yourself an orchestra. A really smooth one may I add, XD LMFAO

Urgh, I have to send in a PE book that I have litterally no idea where it is so yeah, I'll be going off to find it...good night peepz

Will upload something new later...when I have absolutely nothing to do.

Your friend,

Seiichiro Sano